Wednesday, 2 February, 2011

It's official, I am finally losing the last of what's left of my mind.

How can you ever be sure of someone’s feelings?  Looking at their face isn’t always a good indication.  Reading body language is not a strong suit of mine, to put it mildly.  I’m afraid I’m just terrible at understanding other human beings.  To be honest I’m terrible at understanding ALL human beings, myself included.
Have you ever been convinced that someone doesn’t like you or is angry at you?  I think that is called paranoia or possibly intuitiveness, all I know is that I am feeling it right now and it’s not a good feeling.  I am worried that a certain person I know (not a friend but an acquaintance) is angry at me for some reason, but then again maybe this person is just looking at me in contemplation because they are unsure of their feelings where I am concerned.  This would be due to some information they might or might not have received.
My stomach feels like an empty pit and I feel like I’m guilty of something even though I haven’t done anything yet.  Oh well, I’m sure things will soon pass.  I know I’m feeling down at the moment so maybe I’m just misinterpreting looks and gestures that are simply everyday things.  But I doubt it.
Jeez, listen to me yammer on like some 16 year old in high school.  I'm 33 for crying out loud!

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