Monday, 14 June, 2010

Soccer....Football....Fuβball....Futbol.......

Was that Germany Australia match not totally amazing? I’m more of a hockey person so I have to almost force myself to stay in my chair during a soccer (football) match but I was glued to the screen yesterday.

I had my Germany t-shirt on and my Deutschland football scarf around my neck and all was well with the world. Especially watching those sexy footballers running around all sweaty and dexterous of foot put a huge smile on my face.

Unfortunately I think I’m sinking down into another of my depressions. I can tell because I stop making plans with friends or if I make plans I cancel them at the last minute. The worst was this time I just didn’t show up, twice. How flaky and awful is that? It feels like my head is really heavy and I can’t focus. Everything is rough around the edges, almost blurry.

Vancouver has finally joined the rest of the country and we have some summer sunshine. I am not normally someone who appreciates the sun, in fact I’m usually complaining about the heat and trying to avoid sunshine as much as possible but this year is different. I can’t tell you what has changed as I don’t know myself but I’m looking forward to this summer and enjoying sangrias on patios and maybe take a road trip up to Whistler to do some camping.

I think if I spend some time soaking in the rays and quit drinking so much I’ll pull myself out of this nasty grumpy frame of mind and appreciate what’s around me.

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